New Year's Eve 2008

Winter

So, in the new year's eve Tod let me to the click five' concert music. He knew that I'm their biggest fan. But we just one hour there. Tod said that he had surprise for me. I was disappointed but I couldn't refuse him.

He let me to the his friend's rooftop. And guess what did he served for me there?
A table 'n two chairs n lampions around them. He knew how to made me impressed. Finally my disappointed gone away.

We were dinner although just a peperoni pizza 'n a coke. Tod said that he loved me so much n I said that I loved him too.

Right 00.00 o'clock the fireworks all the town flamed, made the romantic atmosphere to go up. He took my hand 'n smiled.

After that, he asked me dance but I thought how? There was no music but then suddenly he gave his left ipod's headset 'n wore it to my ear. A soft melody brought us to a pretty dance.
"Happy new year, darlene",he whispered to me. 

I wouldn't forget what he said in all of my life. Once again, he worked out made me impressed.

We stoped dance 'n toke a break. We sat in the edge of apartment to saw the town under our feet. I leant to his shoulder. Started to talk 'bout everythings that he didn't know from myself.
Tod didn't want to lost from me. He told me the other side of him that I've never known before. We enjoyed to talk till we weren't aware that an orange line in the sky ready for appear as the first sun in a new year.

" It's so beautiful", I said
" Ya..have you remember when you came here for the first time?"
" I've never forget that! How they tried to touched me. It was terrible."
" You looked so angry"
" Of course. They like didn't have an attitude, sir."
" As new comer, you are bad."
" Yeah I know but I just kept myself 'n my eastern side."
" Sure..your eastern side..but they have weatern side babe..."
I hit his chest softly. He smiled.
" And then I came as a hero."he said proudly
" Not Tod. You came as my life guard. You came 'n took me keep away from them."
" Why you didn't angry when I was holding your hand? It means that I touched you."
" I don't know. I felt that I trust you."
" How if your feeling was wrong?"
" But it's not. And I always know that."
He smiled. The sweetest smile which showed his dimple.

Tod take me to my dorm with his brown van. He said good bye after touched my lips with his lips , and made an appointment would meet me at lunch time.

*to be continued*

smile and arise!

If you feel so much pain there and I don't know how much deeper it is

I can only pray to God
not for injuring it but to cover it
I will pray to God and

said thank you because you got what you've done wrong 

it was your consequences
I knew it sound bad .. 

but I want you to learn to be a better person.
Who can appreciate people around you....

Smile, and arise!

What I've got on My Mind

Remember when I saw your face,

On those autumn with the space,
I saw your smile,
then I realized you'll make my day perfect.

You said Hi !
Im waving hand in the distant,
Hoping you'll see me in different way.

You said, let's make us regard as friend!
Keep d0in' something even miles miles away.
Everything goods seems beautiful,
dancing on the screen share many things.

At once, in the silence evening,
summer at your place got rain in my side,
told the jokes like we armed in armed t0gether.

We broke the limit.

N0ne care bout the damn time z0ne.
We had these !
And see ! You made my day perfect.
Until...
At least, you have ever made it perfect.