Melati Biru ( Blue Jasmine )

Kupungut lidahku.

Dalam anak sungai yang mengalir.

Lalu aku tanam.

Pada celah rimba.

Dan aku mendengar kidung.

Sayup tertelan ombak keriput.

Dari laut menuju ke laut.

Dari karang bersentuh ke karang.

Dari nyaring suaraku ke seberang sana.

Jauh tertinggal satu kelopak melati biru.

Beralun kidung, tertelan ludah ku.



I picked up my tongue.
 
In the creek that flow.
 
Then I planted.
 
At the slit jungle.
 
And I heard the songs.
 
Waves swallowed faint wrinkles.
 
From the sea towards the sea.
 
From touching the coral reef into another.
 
 A loud voice from the other side.
 
Far behind the blue jasmine petals.
 
Roll songs which swallowing my spit.

 * taken from my sista's old diary that I found under her bed.... :D

Another Sky

It's taken on my friend's ride when the sky getting its twilight. I love do that. Catch so many sky pictures but my only one problem is the camera, it's bad anyway. But still it can't stop me to catch more.

Once more, be sensitive to all the things between us. They served a lot pretty things even you can't see it directly.

What umbrella today on our head

 what cool fan it blows our skins

 what they hide under our feet. 

Early Summer

I didn’t drove him to the airport, I even know if he didn’t like I bother the moment  with his backpack friends. Go to Barcelona is great choice in summer. I wish I could with him but Tod always tell that every year during summer he always go with his backpack friends. Although this is the third time. So, during this summer I’ll take part time job. I want fill my holiday with useful things.

11.00 am

I still remember his smell last night.  He was like a cup of hot chocolate. Even I can smell him like he were here one minute ago. It doesn’t want to go from my head.

So, last night like as usual he picked me up. We went to his house for dinner. His mother invited me.

After dinner we just sat in house terrace. He smiled to me.

“ What’s the matter?”

“ Nothing.”

“ Don’t lie..”

“ I'm just happy can be with you now,”

“ Oh Tod, can you stop praising of me. Us.”

“ No. Until one thing.”he laugh

“ What is that?”

“ I’m gone.”

“ You just going during this summer, not forever.”

“ I wish”

“ Don’t worry. Everything will be alright.”

“ Yeah. You right. What I have to worry about. Here !”

He hugged me in her chest right under his chin, so that I could hear his heart beating. I told you I could smell him,like a cup of hot chocolate in the morning. Once again,hold me tightly Tod!!!

Once week later

He called me last night after a week he didn’t tell me what he did, how his life there, last night it answered every question in my head. Do you know that I’m very miss you and so empty right here, in my heart.

He told me that Barcelona was a great country

He sent me a his picture there

He told me that he always enjoy there

He went to many places

He bought some handy crafts for me

Then

I told him that I'm fine here

I told him that our town like the same before he gone

I told him that I have summer job

It was silent for some minutes until..

He told me that he missed me more than I know..

Yeah..I do..



*to be continue*