15 Oktober 2011

15 Oktober 2011

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

I love this girl, a girl who can break any rules of my life about our friendship. A girl who ran trough into my heart without knocked before. I know it's wrong because we committed just to be friend but my feeling has grown stronger. 

Yesterday she came to my house with tears on her face. She said about her boy but I just heard them like blah..blah...blah because the only thing that I care was not him but her. I just really want to said to you to kicked him out of your life because he didn't deserve for you but I knew I didn't do it coz I was keeping your heart that maybe you urghh.. still had his name in your head. 

5 minutes ago she was here, was sitting next tome. I made her laugh, I made her know that world was beautiful...always although something bad happen. I really want to hug her not friendly hug...but full hug. Then her smiled before left, made some moving lips for our lunch tomorrow. 

Maybe I will give her roses or any beautiful flowers. Maybe something that will make her forget him..ah, never so excited like this. 

Just wait what happen next..